La La Love You

Re: love

There's a pure sweetness to feeling heartache. Like a hot knife into your heart, you just want to lose consciousness to escape the pain. Sleep is the only comfort while suffering it's weight. And yet, not feeling it when a loved one is gone is almost worse. You start to wonder why you don't feel it. Is your love not deep? Is your heart hard? Maybe you're too secure in your relationship. A little time passes and you go about your new lifestyle alone. Then when least expected, a searing hole rips through your chest and you are both euphoric and tortured at once. "Aha, there's the soft spot in my heart!" you think to yourself as you cry into your pillow for the ones you're missing.